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I just typed some emotional words in an aritcle about my family
which is not appropriate to be posted or be seen by anyone
but it should be done for releasing some pressure of mine.

it's really terrible to have bad relationships between me and my family
but I'm not the only one who made this happened...
every family member should have some responsibility on this 

this is not the way I like
and it's still need lots of efforts to solve the problems

so ..... what the fuck
this is life

when we got problems ,
either we solve them
or they will just staying there forever.